Happy Birthday to Michael~
Monday, 14 December 2009
Want to join me for Rocky?
Intern-mates always joke me as a smoker, maybe I am, and the cigarette that I smoke is this, Rocky. This is approved by the Ministry of Health, so there are not sub-brands like "cap kaki, cap peparu", it only have Strawberry and Chocolate two choices. I do not take it every time after meal, I just have it when I travel.. One on the way back home, the another one on the way back to D'sara.
= ='
Forgive for my coolness, I am just too hot here in my room so I just try to crack something funny, anyway, I knew it doesn't sound funny.
Well, well, well.
Just celebrated Michael's (the house leader) birthday. His friends were here and it was so funny to see them playing with egg. Wahaha, they broke him an egg as birthday surprise. Our house is full of the smell of the egg and everyone was taking out the perfumes, deodorant spray to keep the smell away.
Tomorrow is our family day, we are going to TGI's Friday for dinner. I always think to try TGI's but in the sake of the wallet, every time I just flip through the menu and then OS in the heart, "Okay, I will be trying it some day in the future." So, tomorrow is the future that I have been talking about. :)
With Min.
Min, my sister.
She said I have changed, change to be more quiet.
Zi Sen said, 人透彻的懂了，会变得温柔。
I guess I not yet reach the tahap of 温柔，but I really did 安静了许多。
I used to be talked very much, really very very much. But I realized, being the one that always talk, is tiring.
透彻，听起来好彻底，好绝。
我其实并没有很透彻的懂了。
我只是找到了自己，懂得怎么做自己，如何让自己快乐。
张小娴的《流浪的面包树》里说到，
爱是美丽的，但也是累人的，我多么向往一个人的自由。从此以后，我无须在苦苦的思念里轮回。忽然间，我的身子轻了很多。我决定了以后要别人来爱我，我不会再这么爱一个人了。我想象自己变成一个无情的女人。无情是多么绝美的境界？我在不会受伤害了，不会了...
要别人爱你，就要先学会怎样爱自己。我们都期待爱的出现，但期待就好，别去渴望。
当不再彷徨，让心情安定下来，美丽的爱情就会出现了。
单身是努力的理由，在还是一个人的时候我们都要活得精彩。
姐妹们，加油咯！
:)
